10:04 by Ben Lerner is unique from the previous books we have read. It feels more realistic, and self-aware. For me, it is hard to grasp what the book is about, and what it’s trying to tell us. But I have picked up on a occurring theme; time. The book’s title is self-explanatory on that but even in the book time is mentioned.
Lerner mentions Back to the Future, how the character is affected by the presence of the future, and the absence of the future. “I was reminded of the photograph Marty carries in Back to the Future, crucial movie of my youth: as Marty’s time-traveling disrupts the prehistory of his family, he and his siblings begin to fade from the snapshot.” (9) Back to the Future has a theme of time; time travel to be more specific. It’s interesting how this is mentioned. Will the topic be brought back? Or is it just the main character reminiscing about a movie of his childhood?
A unique thing that Lerner does is provide images of what is being discussed in the story. It gives visual emphasis on what we are supposed to picture. The other books we have previously read do not provide this. With this tactic does Lerner want us to know exactly what he is referring to rather than keep us guessing and have us picture something entirely different? When talking about Back to The Future, Lerner provides images of exactly what he is describing from the movie. (10) I find this to be a good tactic because as I was reading, I had a hard time figuring out what was being described in the movie. With the images, I was able to realize what it meant.
The synopsis of this book talks about the narrator having a medical condition, his friend wanting to conceive a child with him, and the possibility that the city will be soon underwater. It almost feels as if that isn’t the central idea, at least not in the beginning. We haven’t reached the meat of the story. It focuses on the narrator’s relation with time, and his misrememberment of events. Does he want this child? Is he fading from existence? What happened the other day? What is he doing now? How is he affected by the people around him? What are the people of this world doing? Do they feel the same as him? Is there a sprinkle of Main character syndrome?
I felt time was an illusion upon starting this book. Time passed by as I tried to figure out what was happening. Then I realized time had passed significantly and I had other things to do.
“I won’t remember this. This is the most beautiful view of the city I have ever seen, the most perfect experience of touch and speed, I’ve never felt so close to Liza, and I won’t remember it; the drugs will erase it.” (80)

